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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Blitzkrieg

It's always great to wake up feeling refreshed in anticipation of what is hopefully gonna be another great day ahead. Days with goals are always great days as you can always work towards achieving something and making yourself hopefully better person. Goals can be many things, it can be something you've been hoping for, something you've been wanting to achieve, a wish or even a little gesture of watering your neighbour's garden. It can be a blessing but it can also be something devastating in disguise.

Different goals bear different significance. Some are trivial whereas others mean a whole lot more. Despite knowing that some goals are pretty hard to achieve, sometimes the human mind just keeps driving on on even when it's unlikely that we will reach that final destination. It's pretty much how powerful this mind that God has blessed us with can be if we harness its capabilities to full effect. At times it can be bad in a sense that we place our utmost dependency on it and stop relying on God who is the real source of our strength.

Waking up this morning was really unlike any other morning. Knowing about what the mind can do and living in denial just made life more difficult but despite all that, the most difficult part was learning to let go and let God lead the way when everything seemed almost impossible. I knew that pursuing the matter further would only make things worse and would be of no benefit to me even though i really wished i could have at least seen a beautiful ending to my journey. I hope that by surrendering it all to God, God would paint a much more beautiful portrait than what i've hoped for.

Just when everything including the freagin ceiling looks as if its gonna collapse on my rather lousy day, there's only one bunch of people who can make it sound more like a joke than a serious matter. I'm still not quite sure where they got the rather outrageous name from but it seems they have mellowed down and are now better known as the TTDI Tigers, previously of the Ku Ku Bird Klan fame. I think probably one the member's family member must have logged on to the blog and disapprove of the previous name. As insane as they sound, these are the lads i grew up with and i'm proud to have friends like them.


TTDI Tigers (I'm not in the photo... MIA)

Despite all the mad stuff done, i think we pretty much abided but some clear principles, one of which probably sounds mad for a bunch of gobloks like us. Respect your father and mother. Father, mother all dun play, other than that all ok. We all muhibbah at all times although sometimes some inter-racial (MCA vs MIC vs UMNO)warfare does occur. Else than that, i think we probably violated every darn law there is in the Federal Constitution. Career wise, i think we faired pretty decently. We've got a good number of engineers, IT experts, a pilot, a chef, a movie producer and two 3/4 baked docs. Not badlar for a bunch of lads who still kick the football into the monsoon drain at the Burhan Field and later come out with ingenius ways of retrieving the ball only to start a football game with small kids with the intention of scaring the daylights out of them. Aights... that was bullcrap. Wanna know more about the TTDI Tigers, just click here.

Aights. Back to solitude and surrender. Peace out.

Collin at 9:11 AM

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